God's Ways Are Not My Ways

My life in recent months has not been spectacularly pleasant or considerably enjoyable. I could be upset because things haven't been going as I envisioned. I could think these circumstances as ruining my life,but the thing is,I'm none of these emotions. I am surprisingly,okay. I have my "bad days" where I'll be in a unhappy mood and I want people to know it. Which,in some form leads me to a sinful action of some sort,which by the end of the day I am sorry for. Typically though,these days only happens occasionally. The rest of the times I'm just trying to go along as normal,in my current abnormal life. I'm reaping an amazing amount of understanding of God and His ways. I'm seeing Him working in my life. Within my problems He is revealing my character flaws that need adjusting,that of which I wouldn't be seeing unless these situations came up. He's also teaching me how much learning I have to do still. Sometimes people feel as if God is far off during their lows of life's roller coaster ride. For me,if anything,I feel He is closer than ever. I know He loves me,He knew this time in my life would come,He is with me and He has a plan for me. With this I hold on to these truths and find them self evident. Even though my circumstances aren't always peachy and plum as I would want,God has a better plan for me. For He holds the full picture,and I,only a section of it. I am grateful I've been imparted such wisdom and understanding. I cannot wait to see Him further working in my life. For I know the plans He has from me,plans to prosper me and not to harm me,plans for a hope and a future.
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